Im missing my baby XxX

I want my Lewis back, oh Lewis is my b/f and I love him to bitz and missin him bad but he sent me this real sweet E-Mail and I was well chuffed and any time I miss him I look at the E-Mail it helps quite alot but hey he will b bk soon n I cant w8 for him to come back. Hmmm sorry 4 going on I just love him hehehe.
My m8 stopped ova last nite and I sung to Missy ekkk but messed up twice cuz my m8 was tickin me n I was laughing but Missy sed I was gd bet she was just sayin that bless her, and me n my m8 watched Freddy V Jason and scary movie 3 and just had a laugh it was gr8 I cant believe I have a whole week off skool wooohoooo.

2moz Im going to a club thing with my 2 mates and the nstopping ova @ my mates so that shud be a laugh.
I dont know where im gonna fit in the time to do my h/w oh well speak soon Love yas all xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

Somehow I am surviving the weekend. Im still pretty down today and Im not sure why...Could it be the insanity of everything around me? I just don't know right now.

I was so excited forthis weekend to come so I could sit and watch the Superbowl but I dunno right now im really not interested but Im hoping that changes come game time!

Ok here's the craziness....2 weeks til court ugh, My sponsors daughter has run away for the second time in 2 weeks and shes active as hell :( My AA brother Brian went back out last week and Im so sad for him, my mother...well we wont go there, my kids are out of control the past couple days and Im feeling it deep in my soul, losing my patience, my self esteem, etc etc etc.

OK now I know with the bad I must present the good and I do have some of that as well.

My step brother chad came over Friday and he was still sober..thank you God. So here's the funny little story that goes alonog with it. Thursday night after we talked I had told him that when he got up friday morning (the morning he was supposed to get high) to get on his knees and ask God for help to keep him sober another day. I had planned to talk to my step mother aobut it Thurs night after he left but I decided to let go and let God. I had done my part. So Fri morning my step mother comes to pick me up and I say to her how was things at the house this morning. Guess what she said....She said Chad was running late for the bus and she decided to drive him to the stop and wait for the bus with him....LOL THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!

So later that afternoon I say to Chad when he gets home, did you ask God for help this morning? And he said yeah but I asked him in the shower...lol and I laughed and he said what are you laughing at, and I said I heard you got a ride to school today...and he laughed...somehow I think he got it...He asked God for help and it worked.

These are the miracles I need to hang on to when Im having days like I have been. These are the things I need to remain grateful for that happen in my life daily.

The truth is, so many people I know have walked out the door lately and all I know is that by the grace of God I have not, and for that I know that whatever it is today that I am going through it will all be ok as long as I dont pick up.

On that note...GOOOOOOOOO PHILLY!!!! :)

BLEH TO THE POWER OF X

Talking with Ms. Crabtree so I don't really have anything to update except for that.

Umm, work sucked. My knee was all achy breaky.


I hope I can live on 10 dollars til' friday.


How long do taco bell burritos last in the refridgerator?


oh, and JES IS MOVING BACK TO SAC-TOWN!!!


"what?....aww shit!" -Harout when I told him.


Why do the good ones always leave so soon?

To make move back the government !

Withdrawal of the CPE !



The government persists and signs. It used the strong manner to make pass its policy. Usual of the methods D’exception, Villepin confirms the escape ahead néolibérale of this government. It wants to cut down the current TDCI to replace it by a new contract without law the labour, without Fair labor standards act. After the CNE which relates to the companies of less than 20 paid, there is now the CPE for the young people, and the line prepares, can be even before the elections, to generalize this type of contract for précariser L’together of wage-earning. The government prepares the ground to liquidate the Fair labor standards act, to get rid, then, of the statute of the Public office : it wants a new contract single with the boot of the owners. C’is a social counter-revolution !

The companies see exploding their profits, the government generalizes precariousness !

The CNE and CPE would be weapons antichômage. It is in fact of the weapons to weaken the young people and the employees vis-a-vis with their owners. What supports unemployment, C’is an economic and social system - the capitalist system - which seeks only the maximum profit and decides, to still improve its benefit, to liquidate thousands D’employment or to refuse D’to engage less young young people and in TDCI, with decent wages. The last results of the large companies show qu’there is L money’, that billion D’euro or dollars empochés by the shareholders could be used to create thousands D’stable and guaranteed employment or to increase the wages. The French companies of the CAC 40 piled up more than 80 billion D’euro profits : BNP more than 6, the General Company 4,4. Total, more than 12, whose L’action is even last 4,70 to 5,40 euros in 2005, more than 15 % D’increase ! As for France Telecom, the profits, 5,7 billion, increased by 89 %, but L’undertaken liquid 17 000 employment including 16 000 in France. D’a side, tens of billion profits for the business leaders, L’different dismissals and precariousness for the young people and the employees. Does N’have T-it there not something which does not turn out badly ?

Too much, C’too are, the CPE must be withdrawn ! General mobilization !

First mobilizations took place in youth. It is necessary to redouble D’efforts to generalize these mobilizations. March 7, a great day D’action and of mobilization will take place, with L’call of L’together of the organizations trade-union, associations and started from left. One needs L’unit D’the action broadest for the withdrawal of the CPE. The government knocks on the youth and the world of work, but C’is a government which is minority in the country. Survey after survey, Villepin loses points. A majority of the population, nearly 60%, S’opposes to the CPE and the precarisation of youth. C’is the moment ! One needs, in all the companies, the schools, the districts to organize meetings, assemblies, demonstrations against the CPE. March 7 will be a strong time of the mobilization, but it will be necessary more to make move back the government : one will need a movement D’together greater number which says Non to precariousness !

Soft toys

The latest additions to my room are ... softoys. A beanie smiley face, Mickey and Bullseye mini beanies, a not so soft plastic molded Pikachu, two dalmation puppies, one big Hush Puppies Hound and a smaller Hush Puppies Hound that barks when you hug its belly. Yet to come are Scooby Doo in pyjamas and a big Tweety Bird. So ghey huh? Wait! These items serves a few purposes, and cuddling ain't one of them. The toys can be used for backup gifts for... erm... girls... OR... I may sell them on eBay. And in the meantime, they're room deco (adds a sensitive touch).
I moved my aquarium from the old apartment today. Cleared all the rocks and pebbles and cleaned all the green algae :P. Now the apartment as two aquariums and a fishbowl. The stench from the algae makes me sick.

My Girlfriend

My Bird is beautiful